Why..

Why do i sit here..wondering why..
nuthing to rite.. n yet i try..
why do i run in circles all the time..
in this i c no reason.. no rhyme.

i let the pen waltz across the paper...
words do still flow..read them no further!
im confused..wat is it tat i set out to do...
i see ure still here reading.. intruding too.

leave me alone.. let me sort my thoughts..
scattered here..flopping about..
a wind blew them away.. beyond my reach..
whats goin on.. i still have my doubts.

walking down the path a step at a time..
looking down..im still walkin.. will i stop?
thoughts have fled..just me n silence now..
im still walking.. wondering why.

-Rn